This is the story of massive change, if someone stay on the new path. Normally the ego try to influence it’s best to keep you in the old paradigm, keep you under control. In biology it’s the change from left brainer to whole brain in coherence with new EEG patterns. Profound change at the horizon after dark night of the soul could be passed, most wont make it and will fall back.
In the seven years since an overnight spiritual awakening catapulted me into a surreal peace with a months-long afterglow—followed by years of increasing hyper-synchronicity, mini-miracles and rare but intense episodes of suffering—I have learned two true things:
Nothing is static, especially enlightenment. And awakening to true nature does not mean liberation from the personality (and it’s shadow) but rather a new relationship to it.
In a private message, a new friend asked this about me, today: “But I wonder about the shadow…What do I not see? What does she hide from others? Are there things she rejects about herself? How would that play out?”
Well, in full disclosure, let me answer these questions.
But I Wonder about the Shadow…
Prior to 2011’s awakening shift I saw my shadow most glaringly in the dynamic of romantic union, mainly I suppose because I had been on an eight year serial monogamy…
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